Musings....

Love...
an eternal quest
from birth to death of relationship!


Waiting...
for the moment to reveal
is it going to be or not to be!


Living...
life, as it is
not as I want it to be!


Freedom
ever present
yet forever sought!


Death...
an end or a beginning
haven’t I lived countless deaths
and died every life in this life?

Chitra Aurat Ka

Nischal chehra, jheeni si muskaan
aankhon mein machalta hai pyaar ka ambaar
thirakti choti, sangat dete paon
yeh kudrat ka karishma hai
ya mausam – e – bahaar

palke jo uthi, sihran si daudi fiza mein
kanke jo kangan, aalaape raag purvai bhi
sarke jo aanchal, dole patang mad-masti mein
yeh kavi ki kalpana hai
ya maalik ki ankit tasveer

rachana kisi ki bhi ho,
hai to chitra aurat kii

Dissolve

Tujh ko meri aas hai ki nahi
pyaasi kud ko teri chaah mein aaj paon
kan kan mera tujh sang ram jaaye
dooriyaan rooh ki ab sah na paaon

aaj likhti main khudaayi ko nazar aaon
sirf isliye ki tujh se khudko alag paaon
na shabd dikhenge na jazbaat us din
jo tere ang se lipat pighal jaaon

I to Love

will I ever give up tears
will I ever shed the fears
will I ever touch the soul
will I ever touch my core
will I ever transform into love
will I ever dissolve to become love
love that swamped this fragmented I
love that spread its tentacles of warmth
to defrost hearts coz that’s its nature
will I ever
will I….

Laughter in my Life

laughter in my life, is it
a ruse to mask the pain
or a determination to free it
free the pain to a form alive
and then dissolve, turning into nectar
drenching, enriching this life
laughter in my life, is it….

A Wish

My fingers ache to tap the keys
and belt out what I long to say
the heart yearns for a touch, a kiss
but mind stops the whole process

It fears the world and the power that is
afraid of the price
this inexplicable desire would demand
Do I dare to follow my wish
do I even have the courage to believe

Is my desire truly wanted
is it a momentary wish
looking for answers
running here and there
peeping into the heart,
seeking in the mind
tired to the bone
yet clueless

Is there a method to finding the truth
can someone help in this quest
Am sitting here, tapping blindly the keys
hoping for some divine intervention

Awakening

Prancing fearless
knowing not what was to come
She looked me in the eye
and said
thank you dear life, for waiting
for me to recognise
I have but one life

Precious One

Was without your smiles
and toasty laughter,
didn’t have your understanding
or acceptance.
You denied me your faith
trust too I lacked.

Today, All I ask for is
you and me together
Till eternity....

Nay, I don’t need eternity either
don’t want anything more
just you and me
Together

But, why would I want togetherness either
just you with you
me with me
Separate we are not
One we became
That day, that moment
O Precious One.

Dreams

Dreams
unseen, unheard
fleeting in their warmth
just felt as a whiff

Is it a goal, a path to walk
a truth to be trusted, a faith to die for
Or a desire in disguise
colouring the life in its lies

Dreams
dare I follow you ?
Follow you I will
for how far can I run
from the truth within